THE SUBTLE ART OF LETTING GO
My creative process is a mess – a more or less
intentional untangling with uncertain outcome. But it does progress, in
iterative steps, from a blurred vision towards a manifest one. Just like
an object coming into focus. And in that process – to untangle and
dehaze – I believe it is possible to distinguish four stages of
activity.
Collect
This
phase isn't even a phase since it's constantly happening. We collect
every damn day, every moment of our lives. Perceptions become memories.
Words get their meaning. Facts are learned. Thoughts had. Emotions felt.
Notions and ideas developed. And stuff, to some degree, accumulated. All
of these collected fragments, and artifacts, are placed upon the shelves
of our inner storage room. A treasure vault stacked with a grand
collection – our personal history and experience. Our assembled creative
currency.
Curate
And
when we enter that vault, dive into the inner storage room, and start
to explore the artifacts, picking and choosing amongst the
collected items, creating order from chaos, we are at the same time
creating something new and unique.
Between
the first and the second stage, between collecting and curating, the
vision is blurred, everything still in a haze. We know there's something
there, a pattern to be discerned, a shape to make sense of. And when we
begin to curate our collection, the value of our currency suddenly increases.
Because ideas and notions, and memories and emotions, yes, even
artifacts, can be used over and over to produce new
artifacts that evolves into new collections.
To
curate is to arrange and re-arrange fragments into something
meaningful. It's a playful activity letting us be archeologists,
children in awe, and to uncover hidden and sometimes
forgotten treasures.
In
the inner storage room we're allowed to explore unknown, undiscovered
worlds, and piece together mysteries. It is a random, intuitive, almost
automatic process, that sometimes doesn't seem to happen either by
choice or will…
Trim
…
but trimming does. Trimming is a tour-de-force, a phase of angst and
hard work. This phase is where we, as creatives, put in the hours, show
persistence and dedication. Trimming is when we scratch and bend to make
the pieces fit together to reveal something beautiful, horrific or
intriguing. It's the part of the process where the vision gets a life of
its own and becomes tangible and desirable in its own right.
This is the phase where we, as creatives, start to serve the vision, wanting it to present itself to the world in the best way possible. And so we make that our assignment, our obligation – to make the vision manifest. Spontaneity and playfulness are replaced with skill and craft.
In
this phase the pendulum swings back and forth between being oblivious
to what others might think of our vision and caring so much that it
sometimes feels like we wont be able to make that leap to the last and
most important phase of the creative process. We might even get stuck
perfecting, til' we've trimmed away almost everything of the vision we
once had…
Display
…
and that is why the most crucial ability in creating is practiced in
the fourth stage: the art of letting go. In other words: the act of
pulling yourself together and getting your stuff out there, out of the
inner storage room and your studio, and on display for the world to see.
Putting on display might not be a necessity for every vision made manifest, but I believe it is our responsibility.
Why?
Because not only do we owe it to our visions to be manifest and
expressed – we also need to display them and thereby nurture new visions
in others!
Only
by sharing, making our stuff accessible to others, our currency will
be collected, again and again, curated by others, multiplying its worth
as it becomes part of the dna of human culture that is ever evolving and
reshaping itself. Sharing might very well be our most important task as
humans.
To add to the universe that which would otherwise never be.